In reading quite a few interesting blogs lately, to say the least, some things have been brought to my attention. 1) I was mentally and physically abused in more than one relationship. While trying to bring one man to justice, I was put on a legal road to fucking hell which is still fucking me. 2) Brave women are out there. 3) REALLY brave women never shut up.
A corner of this WordPress world has been blown wide open. Internet harassment is not taken lightly I would think. I would hope. I have spilled my guts on here enough to know that REAL people are reading this and that this place matters.
The truth does set you free, but that freedom is not like other wild, running freedoms you might imagine when conjuring up images for that word. It often comes with a certain heavy condemnation. Especially when the truth is about something dark and mean. The speaker is a messenger even the meek want to strangle because they are speaking a truth too many wish to hide. Often times the speakers only standing gain is knowing the truth and knowing they are standing directly on the X that marks it and no generals in any army can back you off of that.
I’ve spent the last 16 years surviving truth, being a part of the dirt of the dark night of the soul that comes about on this archeological dig of self that truly comes from saving another.
You finally wake up one day and you never shut up.